he calls me home?

In response to:the most beautyful man in the world!

2008-08-11T03:47:01+02:00

Hello Dasrah,

I passed by googling pic's with the name 'beautiful'.
I think you are a beautiful person! Thx for sharing your blogs.

With love,
Wilma

In response to:messy life

2007-01-18T12:51:34+01:00

it's the way the world works,shit i know but sometimes you are plodding along having a good time then into a shit pit..Things always get better though,Well i reckon so anyroad.

In response to:omnipotant?

2006-10-03T06:07:50+02:00

and since no-one has ever met him/her nor seen him/her how do you know that he/she exists ?

In response to:messy life

2006-09-05T19:49:56+02:00

Its funny how you only appreciate not having a headache, is when you have one. we have a poorley old cat.

Hope it works out.

In response to:messy life

2006-08-29T04:09:00+02:00

hope you do but it wont solve all your problems just give you a whole differant set!

In response to:messy life

2006-08-27T22:47:50+02:00

yup we all have the ups and downs and my life is just shite days

agree with you feelin a little better when you see your not the only one

*maybe saturday ill win the lottery and never have to blog again*

In response to:life is full of suprises!

2006-08-27T17:57:10+02:00

thankyou for your comments its nice to know that someone else out there see,s things like me.sometimes its hard to know if im seeing it right.thanks again!

In response to:life is full of suprises!

2006-08-27T09:04:08+02:00

you poor love! Sounds rather cowardly of your partner to bring up your problems in front of his parents - 3 against 1 and not on your own territory. Must be very difficult living with someone with bi-polar disorder. Sounds like you need to sit with yourself and give yourself something love sympathy and understanding and listen to yourself too. Imagine it was a very close much loved friend who was in your place and you were listening to her talk. What would you advise her? Would you think your friend was having a tough time? Do something nice for yourself - treat yourself to something you would really like to do or have that you can actually do/afford and get some nourishment. I wish I could think of something that would help. All the best though and I hope things get better. Its really hard when you feel you have no support - very hard.

In response to:god is in the rain

2006-08-14T14:58:01+02:00

I like the rain like that.

I have a friend in Kula Lumpur, who just laughs at me when I tell them its a very hot 30C. It gets so hot there, nobody has a cabriolet.... because the car roofs actually melt.

In response to:i am a human being?

2006-08-04T20:02:17+02:00

:): i think i'm just "being" dasrah and that's good enough for now. it's a thought-provoking post though;)

In response to:i am a human being?

2006-07-20T00:56:58+02:00

Me, I'm breathing in and out in constant rhytm maintaining balance being the centered soul I had read about in esoteric books explaining myriad illuminated paths toward "the meaning of life" as a twenty year old 'baby boomer' in Boston back in 1969. ;D

Most often I find myself being an 'observer' though, doing my best to uncover what I see through the cracks in the 'illuminati ng' façade. 88| A worthy endeavor, n'est pas?

|-|

Namasté
neil

In response to:we are all one

2006-07-10T19:30:31+02:00

An old girlfriend was walking through a park (on a day off from university) here on her own. some young lads (around 15 she thought) were hanging about.
One of them called her a nigger. She didnt show any responce, just kept on walking.
Although, she didnt show it at the time. It did upset her, but it was important to her she didnt show how hurtful it was.

She is; an Indian from Malaysia, christian, brought up to respect people. small and beautiful, one of the thoughly kindest people I ever met.

Some people are proud of there English city. Imagine how ashamed I am.

In response to:we are all one

2006-07-10T19:29:32+02:00

In response to:we are all one

2006-06-21T23:11:46+02:00

Right on! I speak out too and have received my share of back lash for it! I do not care though! It is amazing how racist tend to think everyone thinks like them! NOT!

In response to:we are all one

2006-06-20T23:49:56+02:00

perhaps i didnt make myself clear here,i had a 3 hour debate with about 5 people who were racist.It was hard going but i stuck to my guns and atleast 1 of them thought hard about where they stood.The thing is i think most people dont think of themselves as racist,but its not till they are challenged that they stop to think.

In response to:we are all one

2006-06-20T07:53:26+02:00

But do you think that simply leaving the room was challenge enough?

In response to:the lost world?

2006-06-12T22:23:32+02:00

This is so true, things and money seem to be more important than the things that should be important such as real relationships and love and caring about each other. Most of life seems very artificial to me too, we are not connected with realities like getting old we are too busy tring to stay young.

In response to:habit

2006-05-25T01:55:26+02:00

chinese say:"tai bang le "

In response to:habit

2006-05-23T10:28:47+02:00

Yes. The bloody council never sort the roads quick enough. ;-)

Anyway, I have to "tag" people now so you've got to write about ten fictional characters you fancy (on screen or or not) and then you've gotta tag 5 other people. Hey, I didn't start these bloggy games, I just got caught.

Cheers.

In response to:dreams of dad

2006-04-14T09:45:08+02:00

I don't really know what adivce to give, so I'll give you sympathy instead. Perhaps, thinking practically, if you work to fill your life/emotions with other, positive stuff, then the hangups from long ago will reduce in size (proportionately)

In response to:dreams of dad

2006-04-11T02:49:21+02:00

Your waking mind cannot choose what your subconscious makes you dream. I feel that you are still very conflicted on this issue and that is why you are dreaming about him. You say you've talked about it and tried to work it out, and you say you don't blame him. I think you do blame him, and I think you should. Regardless of his youth you were the child and he was not. There was nothing you could do to keep him in your life. It was up to him and he chose not to do it.

I can very well be wrong, but I think if you want to maintain contact now and have a relationship with him you and he both need to confront and recognize his fault and your anger. On the other hand, other than to satisfy curiosity, why do you want to spend time with him, or have a relationship? He abandoned you and you survived without him. Ask yourself, why do you need him now? And if you don't have a good reason, mark it down to experience and move on.

Of course, if he's frightfully rich and you're in the will it would behoove you to stay in touch.

In response to:cant sleep again!

2006-04-08T10:05:50+02:00

Awareness is sometimes a very lonely place indeed........

'Isolation......... rows and rows of cars,
Isolation like Jupiter and Mars.....'
- Men At Work

In response to:cant sleep again!

2006-04-07T03:51:58+02:00

Awareness is always a lonely place and it's always better out than in, unless the people around you have sticks or guns.

In response to:cant sleep again!

2006-04-07T01:38:05+02:00

yeah

thoughts keep me awake to

shame we dont have a off switch hey

i so fancy sleep

x

In response to:Orbital heaven

2006-02-17T15:25:42+01:00

your partner should be the genuis, for converting you.

In response to:Orbital heaven

2006-02-14T16:56:39+01:00

Sounds like a great experience. Music can be very powerful.

In response to:life on mars?

2006-02-08T23:07:59+01:00

Yes, there could be life on other planets that is totally different than we could ever expect or imagine. Maybe way out of our understanding.

In response to:admitting your part.

2006-02-08T23:04:58+01:00

I agree, making excuses for him won't help him.

In response to:best party ever!!!!!!!!!!

2006-02-07T12:32:51+01:00

If we're talking about love, then it's ok to love everyone. I don't think the human race can cope with Big Love, in the form of coupling, yet, though in theory...who knows. Just one significant other would do me!
Dolphins, I've heard, have very liberal attitudes, and their wisdom is far greater than ours!
In Ancient traditions, there was also less emphasis on the one, one to one relationship. Love is Gods gift to us all, and all his/her gifts are for sharing!

In response to:admitting your part.

2006-02-05T10:10:21+01:00

tell himto get real, there are a million and one excuses for drinking etc but not one good reason. tell him there is a solution if he wants to get real!!
i stopped after 30 years of believing that somehow today would be different, even though i was doing the same old things. ITS TIME TO CHANGE